Yay for comedy flicks and family!

So, I moped around for a while and had my little battle with self-pity. Then took out my guitar and learned a new song and showed my "new" cousins what a guitar was. Watched a little TV. "Dead Like Me". Quite an interesting show. Funny and insightful. Helped me to realize that what I'm doing right now, in all aspects of my life, are things that I want to do for me and for my family. I'm perhaps really starting to do something for me. My road in life may not be easy, but at least I know that the people I have loved in my life, were genuinely loved. It may hurt to love sometimes, but it's better to love completely and risk getting hurt, than to never truly show your love to another person. In essence, loving completely is being true to yourself. At least that's how I feel about it right now.

My cousin and I went to a party tonight. Had laughs with friends, visited family, then watched a movie. It was good distraction. Fun distraction. I love laughing. Especially when your tummy hurts so much from laughing that you think you'll never be able to breathe again. It's great.

Gotta keep reminding myself that life is about living and doing those things which make us happy and taking risks so that there's no regrets later about what wasn't tried or what I didn't do in life.